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Showing posts with label no one ask. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 20, 2023

Hello guys... Time to move on

 

 
 
 If you are reading this, maybe you already noticed that  I deleted my Twitter account. Sad but true I guess. This will be long and without any order so you can read if you want to hahaha

Since the first time I started posting drawings on Twitter dot com, the idea was that I were gonna to delete my account after a year, but tbh things have being kinda tough for me, not my life, but yes my emotions hahaha, so I gave up before the year ends.
Drawing has become kinda unbereable. These themes aren't that funny to me tbh, I have to find a way to make them enjoyable but wasn't enough, and even worst I really think all  you deserve better than a dude pretending to be a porn artist hahaha. I sketched some ideas, but I've never finished them because of that. They ended up looking like a chore to me, and I not a fan of doing chores 😤 I got some ideas that I really would liked to make, but probably they would end the same: just a bunch of sketches far of having any shape. For real, I sketched like 2 short comics but I've never was on the mood to keep with them hahaha 🥴
Sorry if I some of you considered me a friend and I ended up being a bad one. I'm a very flawled person, this is just part of it hahaha. I know I promised some things and makes me sad that I'm pussy enough to not keep them, it's flight or fight and I choose the first one for my "own good". You can hate me for that, I deserve it lol. 
Maybe I'm stroking my ego thinking that important, since there are better artist than me and better people than me, but idk, I don't wanna dismiss even more what some people may feel, but anyway. That's life, people with more talent will come to the scene and I will become a memory, a short one, but I can live with that.
Besides all the shit, there are also some positives. I've learned some things about myself and even the way I draw hahaha. Met some nice pretty nice people and even recieve like... 2 nudes??? That's a good thing if you consider that was all thanks to some drawings and that I'm a virgin lol. Also I'm really gratefull for those who send me some dms to have a chat with me or even tell me that they like my drawings 😭 I wasn't lying when I said I'm shy as fuck. I hope the little I made is good enought for you to come back to it every now and then
 A funny thing to say is that, in a way, Tonitrvvm was the friends we made along the way 🤪

 TL/DR: I'M A WEAK ASS PUSSY SO I DEACTIVATED MY TWITTER ACCOUNT

Thanks again guys and sorry, for real, I really grateful all the affection and patience you had with this looser virgin of a dude. This means that I would never comeback? idk. I don't wanna keep hopes up to you. Like I always said: life is always changing and I'm an idiot. Maybe I could come back out of necessity or even making passes with drawing dicks in ass; but if taht ever happens, I hope I can make things with the quality you really deserve. For now, I will look to the things as I always did, from far away.

Also, here. A compilation of some unfinished and other thingies. If you wanna finish them, redraw them, steal the idea, color them or wtvr, you can do it, I'm ok with it. Just respect my rule of the big one always bottoming 😜 

SAYONARA BAKAS


 
 
WITH LOVE- Tonitrvvm

Friday, August 12, 2022

In-N-Out Burger Dude ft. Rambling

i know i said that i would post something every friday, but god these weeks i've been busy, and i know it will get worse lol. from now on, if i have something that i don't wanna post on twitter, i will post it on friday, but anyway, fuck my life. more of that in-n.out dude i made. i really don't know if i will draw him again, but who knows, i kinda like him.


and because it's friday, something extra

 

Friday, July 22, 2022

SxX Toys Company PR n' Gymbro

 some weeks ago, i was dumping ideas with a friend ( i guess i can call him that haha) on twitter, about a dude that works as a PR on a sex toys company, and search for a dude that "looks like he fucks a ton of chicks" to try their new fleshlight line, and that dude is a gymbro, the  twist is that the gymbro is a bottomless whore, and use the fleshlights as dildos, also teases the PR worker hahaha.

i made these sketches that time, but i added some color. maybe i'll draw some more of them later, who knows.



Monday, May 30, 2022

Original Characters

i guess the title is self explanatory hahaha. the first time i drew the blonde one was for the tiger year request, and i like him enough to kept him hahaha. 

i also had draw some other original characters. their lore (if i could call that lore) is mostly defined, but they need a name and finish their artwork and shits, but for the moment, you can call the blonde one "Rin".

also, once that my stash is done (again haha), i'll try to post something every friday at least. aside from the usual, i would post some sketches that i'm not going to finish or things that i would not post on twitter (but who knows, i could change my mind sometimes hahaha). it would be like an early access or some shit hahaha. i just wanna give a reason to exist to this shitty blog, and a motive to the ones that are interested to come and check this sometimes hahaha .



 

Thursday, May 26, 2022

Wishing Having More Time....

 just a dumb post about that i wish to have more time to draw shits hahaha. 

some people had ask me if i take commissions, and i wish i could, but there are some things that stops me to take the step. 

aside that i don't wanna dox myself (ot at least not that easy hahaha) i think i don't have the skills to make some money with my drawings, i've seen some artworks people do on this community and damn, i'm just a looser compared with them hahaha. i would feel like i'm scamming people or some shit like that lol. also, sometimes i get busy, and surely i wouldn't like to make people wait for some half-assed drawing hahaha. and to be honest, i would like open commissions not because the money, but because i wanna see what funny ideas some people could have, but it can be "dangerous" also, i've read some horror stories about nitpick clients hahaha, but anywaaaay, let's see what the future had prepared for me haha.

Wednesday, April 20, 2022

First Post (not so much)

hello! this is my "first post", i use quotation marks cuz  i made some post to test and edit the desing of this shit hahaha. 

anyway. if you come across with this blog for some reason, hi, i'm a "bara" artist, on twitter i use the nickname tonitrvvm (as i do here), but on 4chan's /y/ i'm known as "shinyanon"/"shinykun", infamous for being a shit stirrer and drawing shit hahaha. 

i'll be using this blog as a depository for some of my horny drawings, cuz i usually delete them from my computer and it kinda feels bad that they could get lost, so bear with me i guess hahaha.